Hi Dawn,
First, I love your avatar. Hadn't seen it before, but I've been away.
I'm a bit nonplussed that you'd give up your relationship with your wife, but I understand the conflict of your dysphoria. I had just thought you were in a stable situation with her. I'm always sensitive to situations like yours because they resonate with me in my 35-year relationship with my wife. It troubles me when others can't make it work, but I am sympathetic.
As for Dick's vs In-N-Out, like with Moni, Dick's is a sporting goods chain to me. In-N-Out makes great fries but they don't survive the trip home. Eat 'em within 50 yards. As a vegetarian I can't comment on their burgers.
Good luck and keep us informed!
love Randy
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