Interesting first few weeks of college, weird after taking a semester off. But, I am taking two culinary classes just because I have a feeling music won't really work out for me, and culinary was another interest of mine. Weirdly finding I am more interested in the management side of things.. think the whole being in a hot kitchen for hours on end with 6+ other people is kind of getting to me(not counting that my professor has targeted me due to my shyness/lack of an idea on what to do).
Anyways, was pretty much just rolling with the idea of "coming out" as gay(aka just letting people continue to suspect that), and confronting the gender stuff at a later date. However, slowly realizing as I start to get over my shyness, I am going to have a harder time trying to hide that aspect of me, and just that it is on my mind more often now. Probably more because I am turning 21 this year and I really wanted to start working on transitioning 3 years ago.
At this point, I have actually talked to my parents more about LGBT related things, including trangender people, so it isn't really something I am afraid of talking to them about anymore. Realized a bit more that I was right, although my mom is conservative, she does understand it more than I thought, and is a lot more accepting of it all, and my dad is pretty much just clueless about it all.
Well, I just lost my train of thought.. ended up looking at the clock, realizing that I have to leave for class in 8 hours, and then forgot what I was doing. Time to get back to bed.
