Hello Alex,
I'm Jeanette and wanted to welcome you here to Susan's. You don't say how old you are now unless you are 14. I'm a little older but that is not important. What is important is that you find it comfortable here and find the friends, support, and help you seek. We have a wide range of ages here so I am sure you'll find some in your age bracket to relate to.
I read your story with envy. I don't know if you know it but your story is one of the classic fantasies of trans women everywhere. Many many fictional stories have been written on being raised exactly like that. We don't need to go into how I know this (wink)
Anyway be welcome Alex, welcome home.
Hugs,
Jeanette