Hi everyone,
I'm Selina, late 50's male coming off a long hiatus from crossdressing and wanting to finally come to terms with the real me. My earliest memories were as a 4 or 5 year being completely enthralled with girls clothes, makeup, wanting to hang with girls, wanting to be a boy living life as a girl. I have always felt drawn to women and prefer their company to men. Those thoughts and feelings have never left me although Ive pretty much kept them locked up deep inside of me. With my most recent foray into CDing, I have freed my inner girl from prison and am going to find out exactly how she fits into my life. I have my first appointment with a therapist tonight and am open to seeing where this all leads for the first time in my life. I'm really tired of not being true to myself and continually burying my feelings regarding this. I have been married 20+ years to a wonderful woman and have 2 teenage daughters. My wife accepts that I CD, but would like for it all to just go away. I'm looking forward to participating in the forum and hopefully making some new friends. Thanks for listening!
