All it takes is time, money and transportation. Possibly your school has a consoler that you could use but seeing somebody privately is difficult without your parents knowing. I am going to give you a couple of links you might find useful. The first is
our WIKI which explains what transgender it. The second is
"the transition channel" where a gender therapist will help you explore your feelings. If you have specific questions, ask them on this thread and if somebody doesn't get here first, I will answer them for you.