WHAT me strange nahhh just because i have never been in a relationship longer than 2 months doesn't make me strange and just because i like to caregive the elderly surly isn't strange and just because i love to work hard and sleep hard and dream hard isn't very strange and just because i have given away all my money many times in my life helping others isn't strange and just because i have been homeless too many times and yet had money but chose to help others isn't strange and just because they say i am bipolr and am attracted to the disabled who i could help isn't strange and just because i can survive in practically any god forsaken place and just because i have slept in sheds and worked for people as their slave and even payed them my pension to do so isn't like totally weird is it? Ok so maybe that last one is taking things a little off balanced but hey they needed the money and help and well i usually did leave after 6 months when they told me they didn't have room for any more friends in their life but they loved my hard work. There were only about 6 of those people in my life.
Ok so maybe i am strange but its on a spiritual note where i live life for the experience verses my own superficial gain. It has allowed me to feel like a 20 yr old and be healthy and feel like a child with an open heart and know that somewhere out there, there is someone who will one day compliment me and well share forever above together.

PS: I have always said i produce 10 times more than i consume and those who can, Should, for those who can't or won't . I would rather be someone offering with a handout verses seeking a handout.
NOTE: These days i do tend to pick out users pretty fast and mostly help people who truly need help so my judgement has improved