frustration, but what did i expect?

[sarah.s]

so i went to the doctor the other day, came out to her, her response was 'is it because you dont want to get married and have kids?'  i told her that i would love to get married, but not  how i am now, im not sure she really believed me but she told me that she would write a letter to a therapist so i could arrange an appointment. Then she said i would have to wait at least 3 months for this

i live on an island thats 9 miles by 5, its really small and the told me that there were no gender therapists over here, which i kinda expected so im gonna have to travel hundreds of miles to london before i get to see anyone who has any experience of GID

it just seems at the moment that getting HRT and starting my transition is like inm chasing an impossible dream

[Lucy]

Sarah it sounds like u have little faith, yes some times it takes the nhs a while to get started and you will see waiting list ques but b paintient. You will get there. If waiting is a problem you could concider goin private to get things started. Where abouts r u? IOW?

[TreeFlower]

Be patient, its a long road.

[sarah.s]

Sarah it sounds like u have little faith, yes some times it takes the nhs a while to get started and you will see waiting list ques but b paintient. You will get there. If waiting is a problem you could concider goin private to get things started. Where abouts r u? IOW?

i live in jersey, channel islands, no NHS here, am looking into going private but need to get a better job first  i know it'll take time but i just wanna get it over and done with! life is just one big wqaiting game i spose.

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[Lucy]

i live in jersey, channel islands, no NHS here, am looking into going private but need to get a better job first  i know it'll take time but i just wanna get it over and done with! life is just one big wqaiting game i spose.

I know how you feel but really it does take time and there is nothing you can do about that. Here is a song a play to myself every day to remind me that although I have to wait there is some one on the other side waiting to come out.

Please IM me any time if you want to talk.

Luv Lucy