So I've still been going back and forth in my mind over making decisions and feeling right and all that. I know this is normal, and I would be remiss if I skipped the doubt phase, but it still has been irritating to say the least. But then there are moments that so bolster my decision to transition. The other night, I was looking at Facebook, and checking out a couple of new photos I'd taken. People were loving my look and all that, but then I had this thought that I will eventually work with/be friends with/date people who only know me as Aria. Those who will see pictures of my former self, hear stories about him, but never have or will actually met/meet him in person.
I cried. And laughed. And then I felt an overwhelming sense of truth. The truth being that I am a woman. I am Aria. So any new or further anxieties or doubts don't need to be dwelt upon. I was waiting for a click, so to speak. Instead, I got cymbal crash
