Serena,
Here at Susan's Place we do not discuss dosages. Please read the Terms of Service.
To answer your general question of starting and stopping early in the transition period: Yes, the psychological effects are a big disappointment when you suddenly stop HRT. Your body was in conflict with your natural hormone production during the time when you were not on Estrogen of any type.
With only one month in, the physical effects are minimal and you can consider that first month good or a waste. Either way, it will make little difference.