1st World Problem/s

[Annecy]

Today I went to an event ... in EastBay ...
a BiennialEvent ... I first attended two years ago ...

So I "saw" (in some cases for the 1st time in 2years)
quite a number of people ...
(mostly/all girls/ladies/women ...
mostly/all current and/or former sex-workers ...)
There was quite some "goings-on" ...
quite some wining&dining ...

I had a free 30min massage ...
(mostly on my lower back ~
where my surgery recovery pain seems to have transferred/lodged ...)
which I really kneaded ...

Then I had a free 30min Reiki session ...
(Last week I had 3 free massages ...
This coming week I might have 2 more free massages ... )

So ... this evening as the day was winding down ...
I caught myself thinking how I don't know when
(if ever) I might see any of these/those "people" ... again ...
maybe some sometime over the next two years ...
maybe some not for another two years ...
maybe some ... never again ...

I was kinda "bummed" that days like today
are seemingly so much more the exception ...
than the norm ... for everyday life ...

I suppose I should just be happy that today happened ...