Quote from: Marcieelizabeth on September 13, 2017, 01:40:17 PM
Moni -
You know how I feel about our relationship and I DO NOT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE IF YOU WERE NOT ON THIS PLACE WHEN I CRIED OUT! I would certainly be less confident, less aware of the possibilities I would have cried a lot more, and not slept well many more nights!. All because you reached out when i asked. Stay, but maybe your role will be a bit different?!
Love ya! Hugs and kisses Marcie!
A new role...hmmm. Yeah, I see a grain of inspiration here. I mean, there is a prerequisite for an unofficial position on Susan's. Maybe I could be the 'unofficial Lauretta badgerer.' I could go behind her when she welcomes new people and change the furniture around, short sheet a bed or two. I could call her and ask if her refrigerator is running, ask her to go 'snipe hunting.' I think it might be a full time job. Shoot, I remember when her post total was half of mine. Now what is it, like 6 times mine? That woman is busy, dog! I mean it is justifiable badgericide, she keeps threatening to hunt me down. A jury wouldn't convict me. Right?
Wow, my reaction to hearing such nice things for you all is to attack Laurettia! What does that say about me? Yikes!
You all have been wonderfully kind. (Love ya Laurie) I appreciate the kindness and the message. We all are fighting for our sanity with this trans thing. We all have our own paths. Recently I heard from a friend who hasn't felt like all paths are truly respected. It made me wonder about the patterns of talking on here. We do tend to focus on our own way of coping. I hope we all respect each other, especially when we short sheet the beds.
Now Julie, are you tired of my 'loitering outside the motel, hooker look?' I would think of a better picture but my eye is still creeping me out.
Jackson Brown song, Paula?
I sent in some pictures of my surgery site to the doctor today (late). I really noticed the scar tissues (between vagina and clit) growing after coming home from dilating in that dark motel. The hydro-cortisone doesn't seem to be shrinking them. Maybe I am getting to the stage where more of it shows up. I am using orange, which is comfortable most of the time now, so I have been lucky with dilation. My only point that I can see that currently seems not right happens when I stand up. I have symetrical little pockets that hang down that remind me of testicles. Key word is remind. It is not a pleasing look to me. If it stays like this through the six month healing I think I would ask for a little tuck there.
I had gained 8 pounds from my regular 160lbs. Now that I am more active, it is back down a few pounds. Doctor said I was more susceptible to weight gain now. I think my exercise of choice might be dancing. I think it might help me with being a little more graceful. Just a thought.
Moni
Marcie, fantastic to see you face to face. I owe you a dinner. Love ya!