I finally found what i was looking for after i took off the blinders. Since i began my transition i mainly focused dating on men despite finding bothvmen and woman attractive. After one of my numerous breakdown a friend fro fb kept insisting we were going to do i just thought she was being an awesome friend trying to get me from isolating. So from day one o had a crush on her. Ans the next day i got really depressed thinking i could not have her. Well she kept calling and we talked more and she let it out that she would like to get to know me better. It has gone quickly and we are very much in love. Now instead of thinking of hating myself. I am thinking of the love for another. Btw while i do refer her to a woman she is androgenous but is not into labels and since she has two kids is comfortabe being called she.

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