So I don't want to wait for transition any longer... I using all my money investing on Equipments to begin my hairdresser business. But I discovered that I can start HRT now... Of course my plan was to use all my money on the business first and only THEN start HRT. But I don't feel waiting any longer.. I already made a promise to myself to postpone HRT at the end of the last year, and I don't feel like postpone it again.
So... I don't want to start a full change right now. When I first considered doing HRT, I decided to make full charge. But right now, it would not be wise as I don't exaclty have the money to start a full change and my business at the same time.
I'm 24, and I'm felling like my life is passing. I want to do something more than waiting graduating from college, in 2 years from now on, and only then start hrt.
Sometimes like today, I'm pretty good. But there are times when I just wake up in the morning thinking why I'm not transitioning yet, and feeling horrible. The more the days goes by, harder it is to handle with this feeling.
But I don't really know if it would be wiser to start something now.
I need to explain a lot of things here...
I'm 24, living with my parents, they don't know I'm trans, they openly don't support the lgbt comunity. The money I have comes from my father. That's why I'm not using it on transitioning, I want to start my business first. They don't seen to care about my business, and I don't really care talking about my plans to them.
When I say "business", I'm not talking about something serious... it's just a way of earning my own income. I could very well take a job on some hairdresser saloon when I get more experience...
I want to start HRT but the question here is, if it will make a lot of visual changes on my body... I'm already with a doctor in my mind to go, and I could probably ask this question to them but, as I not want exactly spend my money, I thought it would be wiser asking you people here.