Well I have decided to go to my doctor, not right away as Im soo busy right now with some other things but I do plan on going soon. Im gonna see if she can get my finasteride to a higher dose slightly and check on a medicine to lower my sex drive which would be great! Would sure help with my genital dysphoria! My doctor does not know about my dysphoria but I dont think she has to know for this.
Also aside from that, I had my body do something that would help my dysphoria a bunch. My penis tucked or something on it's own. It went from being out to going like inwards to where I saw a hole sort of. It felt so strange so I went into the bathroom, took down my jeans and panties to where I found it out. It looked and felt right not seeing a bulge or anything. It sadly changed back to normal but I hope it does it again! I dont know if this is due to my really low t-levels or maybe some higher estrogen levels or what but whatever did it, Id love if it did it again!
As for the dysphoria, I think I might be able to manage it until I go to see my doctor. Im ofcourse staying away from being sexual or triggering sexual thoughts at all since that is one of the triggers to my dysphoria starting up. Im starting to feel happier again! I think things might be alot better for awhile!!
