My name is JJ I'm 27 pre-op mtf after fighting my real self my whole life I've realized I'm fighting a losing war against fate my destiny is to be a woman it kills me to be without my wife and kids but it's time I'm doing therapy and soon back on hrt. Admittedly one of the sweet happy dreams that keeps me going is that I will be post-op doing my shopping and along with my makeup I'll buy a box of tampax pearls and get to wear a tampon in my vagina I find this site and you girls are already posted all about it!!