Hi. I've been on hormones going on five years. Recently, I've noticed my gender dysphoria has resurfaced meaner than ever. Has this happened to anybody? Having their GD seemingly cured than out of nowhere that awful self loathing returns. It's quite a B____!(I hope that didn't break any rules. Sorry!!) Anyway. I just got out of a relationship four months ago. We feel deeply in love. We would spend a month at my place, the a month at his. I'm in a wheelchair, and when I couldn't use my electric one, he'd push me everywhere we needed to go. He proposed to me at Taco Bell. Has anyone even been to a Taco Bell? Well they have these... Ok. I'm rambling. Let me get back on topic. It's been bad, my GD. I was also wondering if anyone might know of a book that has some info on the subject. Well, that's it. Thanks!