So the last few months I've worked up a pretty significant fear and hesitation towards taking my subQ shot. It started when my shots began hurting more during the puncturing as well as pain during the T push. I figured that I had just built up scar tissue and should move locations. Its been about 3 months now rotating from butt to both sides of my stomach and I always have the same lingering pain upon puncture and push. I'm not afraid of needles and the jab isn't bad, its the pain that comes after that hurts so damn bad. As I push the T the pain gets worse. I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Sometimes when I push the plunger down, my body tries to push the needle back out. I end up having to stick myself twice because the needle comes out.
I'm also getting these bad bruises around my injection sight and they're really hard to the touch. idk if its inflammation or the T sitting under the skin.
I'm really sick of being afraid of taking my shot every week. I used to be so excited for it but now I dread it everyweek and I'm only 7 months into a life sentence.