Alright, so I wasn't exactly sure to put this in the Hate category or the religion category, but I really need to get some overwhelming anger off of my chest for today. So, my grandmother, a die-hard Tea Party Member who can't seem to keep her opinions to herself, decided to send me an email today for the first time. I was shocked. She doesn't ever really communicate with me, even though I haven't even come out to her ever and she shouldn't have cause to dislike me any, so it threw me for a loop. Expecting a general grandmotherly question for Christmas lists or something of the sort, I opened it, and, without looking at the link in the mail, clicked the link.
Oh. My. God. I've never seen a more terribly sad website in my life. It's all about how Christians were being poisoned by the 'homosexual deviants', and that children should be taught from a very early age to hate and even expose their classmates if it came to 'interfering with their beliefs'. It hurt a lot, coming from my own family, despite me not being sure if she knows about my orientation/gender or not. It made me sick. It made me cry. I guess... I didn't realize how much hatred there was about everyone else, and it made me want to physically vomit.
Which I did, after a few moment. I don't... I don't know. It really unsettled me, and, considering that I live in a place where I'm most certainly not accepted for being trans, I don't really know what to do with myself. It hit home really hard for me, especially a flyer about how little girls and boys shouldn't associate with other queer children, and that it would be poisoning them to do so. I quote, poisoning children.
I just... want reassurance, I guess. There might not be much to give, but... I don't want to hurt anyone... Really...