Not that this is a suprise to anyone but today i finally doanted all my ''male'' clothing to Value Village. He is gone. I hadnt worn a single of ''his'' items since March 10th, consequently I have been on the uptik basically around that time. I had all that male clothing siting in backs in my closet. Untouched andto be honest largley forgotten about until I had to do some cleaning for our move to Manitoba. Once I saw them, I knew they had to go. My mom agreed. She told me to stop holding onto un-nessisary things or as she likes to put it, stop having a George Castanza wallet. Though i wasn not purposefully holding onto them , as I said i largley forgot all about them I agreed with her, I havent worn that stuff in half a year, i dont ever see myself wearing it ever again and just by touching those clothes I started to feel some dysphoira again. Not just because it was male things, but by the feelings and memories i had while i touched them. I loaded them all in large garbage bags and brought them to VV.
There, i feel better. Another bit of ''him'' has left me permantley and i feel cleaner already just by knowing htye are gone already. Now all I got to do in truth, is get ready for GRS , but there ''he'' is gone physically 🙂
