Hello all,
In August of 2015 I finally stopped being in denial about being trans. While the whole process had started a few days earlier it was the 25th, while having the internal conversation:
"What? Do you want to take hormones and have a sex change operation?"
"Yeah I guess I do."
So this is the date I use for officially accepting my transness. I started estradiol on Tuesday and so far so good, I get my T blockers on Monday when I think the real changes will start to happen. While part of me wishes I had done this sooner, being in the questioning phase for the past 22 months or so I think has made sure that I am in a place where I can do everything properly.