could be, I thought I was, still think I'm mosaic XXY, but the CGH test my doctor was able to get done for me didn't show that at all and was a real downer

as it was phrased: "normal male"... took me a while to get over it.
according to what I read, there is from 1 on 500 to 1 on 1000 male birth who are XXY, most of them never even suspect it.
After that test, and still convinced I'm mosaic XXY and/or other genetic mutation, I...
decided to never mind about that and give up trying to find any justification to my transsexuality.
I mean what difference does it really make? you know, after all... Took me a couple years to get to that conclusion, after adding up tons of signs I would be intersex or genetically mutant in some way...
maybe some day I'll have money to check that out, meanwhile I'm happy with the changes I'm going through
if I'm mosaic XXY or any other genetic mutation, not every cell in my body is XXY, only part, depending when the mutation occurred in the development of the fetus, making it therefore more difficult to identify and test, and all.
it's not really important other than giving me a good way to explain my transsexuality to those of my family who can't really find yet the right box to fit me in