Quote from: josie76 on May 07, 2018, 01:51:21 PM
Well as far as my body anomolies, I know I have XY chromosomes and was able to produce viable sperm. I've had two doctors say MAIS is likely because if my skeletal shape. One my regular general doctor (internist) and one the urologist who just did my orchiedectomy. The MAIS would explain some the penile and perennial raphe as it would make those areas less responsive to DHT that normally completes the male changes there.
I guess I really meant in the last post is that with the penile raphe being just a skin layer over my urethra, that whatever glands are in the urethra seem to get through to outside of my skin there. Given a matching set of bumps in my skin just under the end, one doctor said it might show that I had a hypospadias stitched closed when I was born. If so it was done during the circumcision and they never said anything was unusual to my mom. The hospital records were destroyed about 30 years ago as in IL they only have to keep records for 10 years. Doctors all long gone as well so no actual record of anything for me to find.
For me the search was just to answer why I was different as a kid. When I finally came to terms with being transgender I started putting my life puzzle together. My body caused me distress growing up while trying to be a boy. I wanted to understand why. The more information I get and the more I learn the more I find any real answers are hard to come by.
Yup I had similar experiences in that Missouri also destroyed all the birth records, no records of my alleged 'allergy' shots, no records of the inguinal hernia op, etc.. My mother is a RN and she would know but she's incredibly close mouthed about my birth history. When I presented the facts related to potential dandy walker syndrome (I have a very large cyst in my head too), she just said "Oh you just have a big head, just like your dad".
Her continuous denial and downright lies over the years... she lied about SO many things in childhood and about my father.. that believing anything she says is suspect. Of course she denies anything happened at birth.. then again I have umbilical internal lesions (scar tissue) from no surgery I ever heard of.
Oh well, life goes on. Sometimes the mysteries remain a mystery.