Ok, I felt I needed to explain a little bit more about my sister. I am really angry with her. Here's why:
My sister is in her mid-teens, and she is a drama queen if you've ever seen one. She is spoiled and doesn't recognize it, and she treats me like I'm trash! (I'm younger than her.) She takes $1000.00 choir, and private singing lessons, as well as the fact that my parents took her to a therapist! She's always singing while I'm trying to sleep, and really loud opera in a different language! I HATE opera!
She's depressed cause her boyfriend dumped her, and she's having suicidal thoughts! There's always gotta be something wrong in her life so that she can be paid attention too! Not to mention she's failing ALL of her classes because she never does her homework! She never even tries to do it. I've asked my dad why he lets her go to these expensive music lessons, because obviously she doesn't deserve them, and he tells me that unless she pulls her grades up, this will be her only career option. It's true, but that's still her fault! She failing cause she thinks she has such a hard life and is always feeling sorry for herself!
She always needs attention! She has a great life besides the fact that she's failing school, but she can always fix that if she would try. I need help but it feels like no one's here to help me.
The closest my parents (my dad and step-mom, in this case) ever came to realizeing that I need help was when my step-mom said this after I crashed on my bike two weeks ago and sprained my arm: "_____(My dad's name), I feel like all the drama is going on here but it's blocked out by ________(my sister's name)'s fake drama."
Can anyone help me? I know that they're ok with me being trans, but they never really step up and help.
"I'm so lost, I'm barely here. I wish I could explain myself, but the words escape me. It's too late, to save me, you're too late, you're too late..."
-Blink 182
Stockholm Syndrome
