I'm going to start HRT once I save up enough to afford it. MtF. Will probably take about 3 months.
In the meantime, I'm pretty fat. I'm 5'10 and around 230 pounds.
How should I expect HRT to affect weight loss?
From what I understand, it's better to lose weight before starting HRT.
But, I need to start HRT as soon as I can afford it. I have a few kind of feminine features, but since I'm 21 they still might have some time to become more masculine. For example, my skin is ridiculously smooth and silky without using any sort of product aside from normal body wash. In fact my skin is smoother than that of all of my ex-girlfriends and female family members. I really, really don't want to risk losing that, as well as other traits I don't want to risk losing.
So the solution seems to be for me to lose as much weight as I can in the few months before I can start.
However, I believe most of my (few) feminine features are a result of being a complete couch potato since I started puberty all those years ago. Exercise and general exposure to the world tend to coax the body into pumping out testosterone from what I understand. Being fat seems to reduce testosterone levels, so those two factors can readily explain why I'm not a bald manly man like most of the men in my family. Even then I still ended up with a stocky chest and shoulders.
So that's why I'm hesitant to do any sort of rigorous weight loss. I'm dieting, but unless I want to starve myself it won't be enough to make much of an impact in the few months it will take me to raise funds. I'm losing weight at a little under 1 pound a week, so I can expect to lose about 10 pounds over the course of three months which is almost completely negligible compared to the weight loss exercise + dieting provides.
I have heard that HRT makes it harder to burn fat. If that's the case, then I'll be in for a rough time when I start.
What I'm thinking is to take a testosterone blocker and a little bit of estrogen right now, just enough to keep my body from freaking out over having no sex hormones. Then I can hopefully exercise without worrying about my body suddenly deciding to make normal amounts of testosterone, while also hopefully avoiding the weight loss difficulty that full HRT might cause. This is of course all before I can afford a therapist and endocrinologist and all that, so it would be entirely self-medication for those few months which worries me.
I just really don't know what to do here. I've obviously put a lot of thought and research into it, but advice from people who have gone through all of this will really help.
Also hi, this is my first post.