A brief history of my gender confusion

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So i came out to my best (well pretty much only) friend today. He was very supportive like i expected and even asked me if i wanted him to address me like a woman to see how i'd feel about that, but i think i'd find that pretty weird

So, i'm seeing my psychiatrist again next month and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna ask to make an appointment with a specialist on the subject. I'm feel quite confident than once this becomes a real thing and not some kind of fantasy, then i'll know if it's what i really want.

I thank you all for your great advices and comments and i'll post updates from time to time when there's something new 

Congratulations! Coming out is terrifying, and it's a testament to your courage that you were able to move to that point so readily. I hope you are able to figure everything out, and move forward in the way that you feel is right, definitely keep us in the loop and don't hesitate to reach out the wonderful people on these forums whenever you need support!