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[Northern Star Girl]

Because my timer has been a day behind since the start (I'm too lazy to change it ), today is my 3 month mark on HRT. It's so hard to believe. That's a full quarter of a year. A full season. So...! UPDATE!

HRT Related
- Skin smoother still. Don't know how. BUT IT KEEPS GETTING SMOOTHER AND SOFTER. I'm well past my sister in this department, and its strange.
- Cheeks have notably filled out, my 3/4 profile is surprisingly different. My smile is the big difference though, and I crease around my nose rather than on the sides.
-Psoriasis is just gone. Period, like 100% and utterly, completely gone.
- Breasts. Oh dear god. The buds are in full swing. I had no real concept of what they were supposed to be like before, but now I do. I have already had some definite growth, probably aided by still being overweight. I have it in my head now I might get decent size naturally based on current experience and female relatives. Likewise, nipples definitely larger. (And always puffy to the point they look inverted.) Tender, but no outright pain unless I hit them with something hard. Sleeping positions doesn't seem to bother them (yet).
- Body hair continuing to slow and decrease. Its really hard to judge because its gradual, but its definitely happening.
- Sexual function still continues, but no urges/needs/etc. (Most likely I still have quite a bit of T in my system.)

Maybe HRT, maybe not
- Hair has continued to fill in quite a lot, and grow out reliably (its not long by any means, but its growing). Crown is being very stubborn and still not progressing past vellum hairs for the most part. Consult for transplants April 9th.
- Diet has become a real problem. I simply am hungry all the time. Mostly stress I think, but can't help but think HRT may play a role in it as well. Afterall, teenagers are always hungry and my body thinks its in puberty again!

I can't really think of anything else right now!

@ Roll:   It was a joy to read your 3 month HRT update. In spite of the things like being hungry all the time, stress, still suspecting too much T in your system.... all the other stuff that you mentioned is very good progress for only 3 months of HRT.   

This is an exciting time in your transition journey and as you continue with HRT there is much more excitement and joy to come....  in my own experience with HRT, nothing happens really fast but instead of it being the quick Rabbit that may succumb to other issues, HRT is more like the Tortoise, slow but steady then all of a sudden you will find yourself arriving.
Please keep your updates coming!!!!
Best Wishes to you,
Danielle

[amberwaves]

Because my timer has been a day behind since the start (I'm too lazy to change it ), today is my 3 month mark on HRT. It's so hard to believe. That's a full quarter of a year. A full season. So...! UPDATE!

HRT Related
- Skin smoother still. Don't know how. BUT IT KEEPS GETTING SMOOTHER AND SOFTER. I'm well past my sister in this department, and its strange.
- Cheeks have notably filled out, my 3/4 profile is surprisingly different. My smile is the big difference though, and I crease around my nose rather than on the sides.
-Psoriasis is just gone. Period, like 100% and utterly, completely gone.
- Breasts. Oh dear god. The buds are in full swing. I had no real concept of what they were supposed to be like before, but now I do. I have already had some definite growth, probably aided by still being overweight. I have it in my head now I might get decent size naturally based on current experience and female relatives. Likewise, nipples definitely larger. (And always puffy to the point they look inverted.) Tender, but no outright pain unless I hit them with something hard. Sleeping positions doesn't seem to bother them (yet).
- Body hair continuing to slow and decrease. Its really hard to judge because its gradual, but its definitely happening.
- Sexual function still continues, but no urges/needs/etc. (Most likely I still have quite a bit of T in my system.)

Maybe HRT, maybe not
- Hair has continued to fill in quite a lot, and grow out reliably (its not long by any means, but its growing). Crown is being very stubborn and still not progressing past vellum hairs for the most part. Consult for transplants April 9th.
- Diet has become a real problem. I simply am hungry all the time. Mostly stress I think, but can't help but think HRT may play a role in it as well. Afterall, teenagers are always hungry and my body thinks its in puberty again!

I can't really think of anything else right now!

This update makes me smile.  I'm so glad that you're body is taking to I it so well.  I know you were sort of concerned, well at least anxious, about what kind of results you would get.  It's nice when things go bet yet than you hoped.  Pretty soon you won't recognize yourself in old photos [emoji6]

It's hard to tell where you will end up with best growth because the process takes so long.  Early growth is a good sign. So is having buxom ladies in the family.  The goal is to look nice and proportional.  Get used to them aching and being sensitive.  I'm at 20 months and they pretty much have not stopped having little growth spurts. Matter of fact I just woke up this morning to find new, sore, and good sized buds under the nipples... again.  You'll get there, but I don't recommend dropping a ton on bras until they finish.

The appetite is very likely hrt related as well as stress.  Your body is craving nourushment for all the changes it's making happen.  Don't sweat the weight right now. Try to keep it somewhat in check and work on losing later.

[Cassi]

Amber, very well expressed!

Ellie - Happy 3MA!

It's always great to read what might be in store for me by reading your adventure!!!!!

[Roll]

This is such an amazing experience, just everything moving so quickly but slowly, so much fear and happiness comingled together... It's truly unlike anything else.

Unfortunately, the high T is confirmed by blood tests, but I look at that as a bit of a positive. If I've had this good of a reaction with normal levels of T in my system, think how much better it will go when its gone!

Seen any new Anime? I've been watching Yuri on Ice and finding other Yaoi. I got a new siamese cat too.

Totally missed this post somehow, probably cause I was posting the one I made right after it from the road on phone! Haven't watched too much lately because of lack of free time, though did make my way through Darker than Black season 1 over the course of a few weeks. I'm attempting to go through the various Bones series I never saw. I'm going to try to watch some of B: The Beginning on Netflix today and see how it is, and Production IG is good usually.

Congrats on the new cat, Siamese are super cute!

[PurpleWolf]

Unfortunately, the high T is confirmed by blood tests, but I look at that as a bit of a positive. If I've had this good of a reaction with normal levels of T in my system, think how much better it will go when its gone!

Agree!!! You'll look even more beautiful then than expected  !
Been thinking... what if I have high estrogen levels coz I'm so hairless and everything... xD Will that work in reverse ??? If I manage to look this masculine with it - then will that mean I'll look great on T  ?! I'd much rather wish I just have a weird rare undiagnosed form of androgen insensitivity syndrome or something xD - okay I know I'm not intersex But you can always wish... I would hate to hear I have high E levels xD!!!

Dealing better with the stress???

[davina61]

With you on being hungry , bloody starving and was trying to diet!!!!! Went to docs and my T is low, on injections not pills and function has gone totally and of course E is up. Cheeks and arse filling but not noticed any hair change jet

[Sarah_P]

Sounds like hrt I going great! You'll need to eat fairly normlly, if you want more immediate breast growth. You probably won't see any fat redistribution for at least a few more months. Those boobs are hungry! [emoji1]

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[Maddie86]

sounds like a very nice update, I'm happy for you! A change in your smile though? sounds like someone needs a new avatar pic 

[amberwaves]

sounds like a very nice update, I'm happy for you! A change in your smile though? sounds like someone needs a new avatar pic 

I second this, progress pic with that for smile of yours [emoji4]

[Roll]

Your wish is my command!  It's a little hard to see in that lighting and with the makeup I had to put on to cover unshaven beard, but you might be able to see where the crease goes to side of nose instead of just dimples the side. Who knew I could love a little extra cheek fat so much? And of course its still only a slight change, but definitely noticeable enough in person with no makeup.

Here is another pic I took:



Other news... I bought my first women's clothes in store! But I did the cowardly way! Saw a pair of jeans by the dressing room, the dressing room unattended that early in the day. Grabbed em and ran in, tried em on, ran out, no one the wiser. 14m skinny jeans, fit great. Could go down to 12 I think (which is the dress size I've been wearing), but the 14 were what was there and the skinny jean cut maybe better to have the size up.

Also, after I did makeup for pictures... faceapp genedered every last one of the pictures I took as female. So that was really cool. I'm starting to break the math barrier!

[Roll]

Oh my god. New favorite picture ever.



That is my profile picture ran through the faceapp hollywood makeup filter. In other words, its just makeup, no actual shifts of any part of the face. In other other words completely and utterly doable.

[Northern Star Girl]

Oh my god. New favorite picture ever.



That is my profile picture ran through the faceapp hollywood makeup filter. In other words, its just makeup, no actual shifts of any part of the face. In other other words completely and utterly doable.

Roll:  Who is that Roll imposter in this photo and your new Avatar picture??   
OMG... you do indeed look fabulous!!!!
Danielle

[Jessica]

Because my timer has been a day behind since the start (I'm too lazy to change it ), today is my 3 month mark on HRT. It's so hard to believe. That's a full quarter of a year. A full season. So...! UPDATE!

HRT Related
- Skin smoother still. Don't know how. BUT IT KEEPS GETTING SMOOTHER AND SOFTER. I'm well past my sister in this department, and its strange.
- Cheeks have notably filled out, my 3/4 profile is surprisingly different. My smile is the big difference though, and I crease around my nose rather than on the sides.
-Psoriasis is just gone. Period, like 100% and utterly, completely gone.
- Breasts. Oh dear god. The buds are in full swing. I had no real concept of what they were supposed to be like before, but now I do. I have already had some definite growth, probably aided by still being overweight. I have it in my head now I might get decent size naturally based on current experience and female relatives. Likewise, nipples definitely larger. (And always puffy to the point they look inverted.) Tender, but no outright pain unless I hit them with something hard. Sleeping positions doesn't seem to bother them (yet).
- Body hair continuing to slow and decrease. Its really hard to judge because its gradual, but its definitely happening.
- Sexual function still continues, but no urges/needs/etc. (Most likely I still have quite a bit of T in my system.)

Maybe HRT, maybe not
- Hair has continued to fill in quite a lot, and grow out reliably (its not long by any means, but its growing). Crown is being very stubborn and still not progressing past vellum hairs for the most part. Consult for transplants April 9th.
- Diet has become a real problem. I simply am hungry all the time. Mostly stress I think, but can't help but think HRT may play a role in it as well. Afterall, teenagers are always hungry and my body thinks its in puberty again!

I can't really think of anything else right now!

Hi Ellie 🙋‍♀️ Congratulations with your 3 month update.
I have experienced all of your changes also!  It gets better every day.
When it comes to hair, at the 4th month for me, body hair started to dramatically decreased, and my very small thinning on the top of my head is gone. 
About your libido, if your T is about 20-24 pg/mL, which is low, you are at a range that your libido is still alive.  Mine is at 21.6 and I am still active.

By the way I love your new avatar!  Hugs and smiles, Jessica

[PurpleWolf]

Oh my god. New favorite picture ever.



That is my profile picture ran through the faceapp hollywood makeup filter. In other words, its just makeup, no actual shifts of any part of the face. In other other words completely and utterly doable.

OMG  !!!
Is playing with faceapp your favorite stress reliever??

->-bleeped-<- I should be studying instead of looking at beautiful pics of you xD!
Beautiful pics of women - my soft spot...
You should send that to you-know-who,  !

And omg those girly poses of yours xD!
It makes me more guy just looking at them  !

Never thought of becoming a model  ? Remember - the sky's the limit...

[Shambles]

Just wow, you look amazing ellie! Youve come along way in a short time. May i sugest a sexy pair of glasses to look over all seductivly 

Bet you feel great!

[amberwaves]

Oh my god. New favorite picture ever.



That is my profile picture ran through the faceapp hollywood makeup filter. In other words, its just makeup, no actual shifts of any part of the face. In other other words completely and utterly doable.

Omfg you are so gorgeous I just want to Squee!  So happy for you. And the pink lipstick looks so great on you.

[Cassi]

Looking good Kitty.

[Sarah_P]

Seriously, you are gorgeous! I can't even imagine what a full year on HRT is going to do for you!
As for the 'hollywood' pics, yes, that is doable. I can't even come close to doing eyeliner like that (my eyes are sunken and hooded, making it even trickier), but a lot of that filter looks like contouring. Have you tried that? It's not nearly as hard as it might seem. I've been doing a little contouring nearly every day, using a cheap elf powder pallet. It helps shrink my forehead a bit & feminize my cheeks a little more.

[Maddie86]

Loving the new pics, so pretty!!

[MollyPants]

You look absolutely stunning in those pictures hun you're really really pretty! x

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