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Laurie

 Yellow BBQ sauce???? Especially that color of yellow the best mustards are more brown. Can they even call it BBQ sauce legally? I like mustard hand have cooked with it but I'm sorry BBQ sauce is red to reddish brown.

  Ellie  we were getting along soooo well and now this?? It's not quite a deal breaker but it's close.

Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Maddie86

I made a really good Chipotle Peach Mustard BBQ sauce last summer :) Mustard sauces can be amazing!
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Julia1996

I don't like anything with BBQ sauce and I don't like any brand or type of BBQ sauce. Yuck!
Julia


Born 1998
Started hrt 2015
SRS done 5/21/2018
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Roll

Quote from: Sarah_P on February 19, 2018, 07:07:21 PM
Oh, definitely tomato-based for me. Not a fan of mustard, I'm afraid. My favorite store-bought sauce is Sweet Baby Ray's, but It's becoming more and more popular so I'm afraid they're going to change the recipe & ruin it like what happened to KC Masterpiece (not even made in KC anymore!!!).

....We're turning this into a rather saucy thread.  :laugh:

Sweet Baby Ray's is hands down the best tomato based store bought.

Quote from: Laurie on February 19, 2018, 07:39:18 PM
Yellow BBQ sauce???? Especially that color of yellow the best mustards are more brown. Can they even call it BBQ sauce legally? I like mustard hand have cooked with it but I'm sorry BBQ sauce is red to reddish brown.

  Ellie  we were getting along soooo well and now this?? It's not quite a deal breaker but it's close.

Hugs,
   Laurie

That was just the best known brand, they dye their stuff for sure. Maurice's is famous in the area, but I've never been a fan honestly. The best are definitely homemade and darker brown with coarse (real) mustard! :D




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An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Cassi

Quote from: Julia1996 on February 19, 2018, 08:04:08 PM
I don't like anything with BBQ sauce and I don't like any brand or type of BBQ sauce. Yuck!

I'm with ya girlfriend!  Not fond of tomato based foods other than pizza and lazyannyah.  Really into Al Fredo :)
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Roll

I have been studying for mid terms all day, I am dying. Tomorrow is Databases, Wednesday is Networking. My two most hated computer related subjects, and of course they are the ones with the closed book exams this semester. Databases just bore me to tears (though I'm fairly comfortable with the material, the professor is also insanely tough grader and will take points off for EVERYTHING), and while networking is easy the course is too focused on minutia so there are just a ton of random details to memorize. Arrrrrrrrrgh. I don't think I'm ready, I'm never not ready for an exam (I tend to test well), but I really don't think I'm ready this time. These are going to be the make or break in securing As for these courses, and they are the biggest threats to my GPA I absolutely have to maintain yet. (It's not paranoia that I need to maintain, as I have the deck stacked against me getting into the masters program I want because of limited professional experience and less CS courses than they usually prefer.  :-\)

Quote from: Cassi on February 19, 2018, 10:22:31 PM
I'm with ya girlfriend!  Not fond of tomato based foods other than pizza and lazyannyah.  Really into Al Fredo :)

THEN GO FOR THE MUSTARD BASED! ;D
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Cassi

Quote from: Roll on February 19, 2018, 11:16:52 PM
I have been studying for mid terms all day, I am dying. Tomorrow is Databases, Wednesday is Networking. My two most hated computer related subjects, and of course they are the ones with the closed book exams this semester. Databases just bore me to tears (though I'm fairly comfortable with the material, the professor is also insanely tough grader and will take points off for EVERYTHING), and while networking is easy the course is too focused on minutia so there are just a ton of random details to memorize. Arrrrrrrrrgh. I don't think I'm ready, I'm never not ready for an exam (I tend to test well), but I really don't think I'm ready this time. These are going to be the make or break in securing As for these courses, and they are the biggest threats to my GPA I absolutely have to maintain yet. (It's not paranoia that I need to maintain, as I have the deck stacked against me getting into the masters program I want because of limited professional experience and less CS courses than they usually prefer.  :-\)

THEN GO FOR THE MUSTARD BASED! ;D

Jah, german mustard
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Bari Jo

Did someone say BBQ?  I love it, all kinds.  Almost all flavors translates well for jerky too!

Good luck on your midterms Ellie.  Do you ever have the nightmares of going to class naked?  I still have those.

Bari Jo
you know how far the universe extends outward? i think i go inside just as deep.

10/11/18 - out to the whole world.  100% friends and family support.
11/6/17 - came out to sister, best day of my life
9/5/17 - formal diagnosis and stopping DIY in favor if prescribed HRT
6/18/17 - decided to stop fighting the trans beast, back on DIY.
Too many ups and downs, DIY, purges of self inbetween dates.
Age 10 - suppression and denial began
Age 8 - knew I was different
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Roll

Well, they are online classes so I do regularly attend naked.  >:-)

SO FUN THING HAPPENED. And by fun I mean horrible. At about 1:30 am last night I was checking to make sure I was setup for the online proctoring this morning (scheduled for 12:10). Just sort of a random check. Noticed my session had disappeared on the site (it was a countdown before). This was confusing to me, so I started trying to figure out why it was gone. At first I thought it had a bug with rescheduling (had to change it from 18th to 20th) but that wasn't it, I was receiving e-mails saying the 20th clearly. Then I noticed... I had scheduled it for 12:10 AM instead of PM. I missed my proctoring. For a course with only a tiny exam window ran by a guy who is super strict and would not allow makeups, and if you don't take the proctored midterm you automatically fail the course. So yeah. I started panicking. Submitted a ticket, and tried to get some sleep. I... did not sleep. Gave up and got up at 8am. Checked into everything and saw I could pay a last minute exam fee for a new appointment, so I ponied up the money and fortunately got a new proctoring session going after not sleeping. So yeah. Stressful.
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Cassi

Quote from: Roll on February 20, 2018, 11:54:04 AM
Well, they are online classes so I do regularly attend naked.  >:-)

TMI  ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::) ::)

SO FUN THING HAPPENED. And by fun I mean horrible. At about 1:30 am last night I was checking to make sure I was setup for the online proctoring this morning (scheduled for 12:10). Just sort of a random check. Noticed my session had disappeared on the site (it was a countdown before). This was confusing to me, so I started trying to figure out why it was gone. At first I thought it had a bug with rescheduling (had to change it from 18th to 20th) but that wasn't it, I was receiving e-mails saying the 20th clearly. Then I noticed... I had scheduled it for 12:10 AM instead of PM. I missed my proctoring. For a course with only a tiny exam window ran by a guy who is super strict and would not allow makeups, and if you don't take the proctored midterm you automatically fail the course. So yeah. I started panicking. Submitted a ticket, and tried to get some sleep. I... did not sleep. Gave up and got up at 8am. Checked into everything and saw I could pay a last minute exam fee for a new appointment, so I ponied up the money and fortunately got a new proctoring session going after not sleeping. So yeah. Stressful.
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Roll

~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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steph2.0



Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Sarah_P

--Sarah P

There's a world out there, just waiting
If you only let go what's inside
Live every moment, give it your all, enjoy the ride
- Stan Bush, The Journey



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Roll

Actually, as of this post the happy birthday will be accurate on its own merits in 18 minutes! ;D God, I'm getting old. But I wanted to start HRT before I hit the latter half of my 30s, and I did well ahead of schedule. So that's awesome.

And aside from eating, I've spent all day taking tests and studying for tomorrow's exam. Still can't believe I'm taking a midterm on my birthday. I am seriously worn out right now. Hopefully I'll get some sleep unlike last night and then survive tomorrow. If I can just make it through this without dying, the rest of this semester should be a relative breeze, everything else open book, just gotta put in the work which I can readily do. I just hate the concept of studying random minutia for the sake of an exam when the world doesn't actually work that way. I will never, ever, need to manually write a hamming code or have to recite the speeds of obsolete cabling by memory, and google solves the rest! ;D
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Cassi

HRT since 1/04/2018
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amberwaves

Happy birthday!  Sorry you have a midterm.

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Sarah_P

 :eusa_dance:  :icon_birthday:  :eusa_clap:

Well then, happy birthday!! And good luck on your test!
--Sarah P

There's a world out there, just waiting
If you only let go what's inside
Live every moment, give it your all, enjoy the ride
- Stan Bush, The Journey



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MollyPants

Happy Birthday! And good luck! :) Xx

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Bari Jo

Quote from: Roll on February 20, 2018, 10:46:36 PM
God, I'm getting old.

Watch it Missy, you are still a wee pup in my book.  Still Happy B-Day!

Bari Jo
you know how far the universe extends outward? i think i go inside just as deep.

10/11/18 - out to the whole world.  100% friends and family support.
11/6/17 - came out to sister, best day of my life
9/5/17 - formal diagnosis and stopping DIY in favor if prescribed HRT
6/18/17 - decided to stop fighting the trans beast, back on DIY.
Too many ups and downs, DIY, purges of self inbetween dates.
Age 10 - suppression and denial began
Age 8 - knew I was different
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amberwaves



Quote from: Roll on February 20, 2018, 10:46:36 PM
God, I'm getting old.

Wow, I missed this the first time.  Umm, just, no.  If you old, then I am old, and a lot of people here are even older and the whole world is really old, and the universe is unimaginably old and my brain just exploded.  I pretty much still feel like I am in my mid twenties and I don't look too far off that so I just roll with it.

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