Looking back

[Charlie Nicki]

I had to look back at some old pictures for an unrelated reason and came across some of me shortly before my transition,  still looking very male.
It's made me very very sad [emoji853]. I saw a smiling,  good looking guy.
I tend to look forward,  and don't often reflect on the past,  but it was hard seeing that person who really has gone now. I wish he didn't have to go for Megan to be here.

Oh I know that feeling. Pics of me before transition keep popping up everywhere and sometimes I'm fine but others I'm like, that was such a good looking guy...with endless possibilities. And it makes me sad. But then I have to remind myself that this is what I need, and hopefully I will become a beautiful woman with endless possibilities as well.

Hang in there Megan you are not alone.