So I've been off line since I smashed my phone and alot has happened in these past few months.(for those who are newish and those who forgot) I like to go by Z or Z'quence, bio male but rarely feel it I feel more nothing than male, and more female than nothing, like a 10/30/60 split.
So my life went from bad to worse but good things still happened. So i have sciatic had a seizure at work and couldn't work for 3 months because I didn't have money to pay my doctor because I wasn't workin. My ex roommates (and ex significant other) exboyfriend moved back in unanowced just showed up one day from another state, and well he is not a nice guy but his personality is nice (if you know what I mean). So that pushed me back into being number 2 and I was mostly fine with it, but then she got a dog sometime later and that messed with me I hate being number 3 so we fought and I left moved back in with my dad and stuff got worse without me even knowing it and I got kicked out yesterday and am homeless right now but gonna buy a car today so ill be living out of that for a couple of weeks. I also have been seeing a therapist every week for the past 5 or 6 weeks barely covered the ->-bleeped-<- aspect only the 1st time I saw her a few months ago, I am all the fs up so no clue when ill start transitioning (speaking of that i have doubts because I want my own biological kids hooray for species wanting to spread their genes). I have also been hanging with friends and yes I have friends now (yay) one of them is my crush the other I am 80% certain is dating him -sigh- I hate it when that happens. Anyways enough for this post but I do want to post about my dreams of becoming a cyborg but no clue where to post that.
Y'all have a fantastic day don't let life hold you back. Never to the rear, always move forward.
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