I bought $450 worth of tall clothes from Penneys for $185. 1 pair jeans, 1 pair of pants. a multipack of panties, a front connecting bra, 3 blouses and a dress. And some jewelry. I've been very lucky to be able to acquire most the toys I've desired. In one sense staying in the closet allowed this. In another it's only things and my psyche was destroyed, my relationships were destroyed. But I was entertained.