I haven't posted or even visited the forum much lately. I had to quit going to gender therapy because my hours got cut back. I got a girlfriend (who does not know I'm transgender). She made me feel like a man again. So, I stopped dressing. I even bought new men's briefs, since I got rid of my old underwear when I last switched to panties. This was not a conscious decision however. I was just feeling like my inner girl had subsided for once. I knew I was still transgender and that that is never going to change, so thankfully I knew well enough not to purge. I even thought maybe I didn't have to transition after all; that I could just crossdress in secret once in a while. Last few days, however, my inner Danielle has been roaring back! As of two days ago, im back in panties and I'm dressing every night again. Only problem is now I live with my mom. During my last post, I lived on my own, but I've had to cut back on expenses, so here I am. She doesn't know I'm transgender, so I can't dress full time at home like I did at my place. I'm ready to go back to therapy; I'm just waiting for my finances to improve. So, until then I'm pouring my thoughts out here. It's good to be back!!!
Danielle
