Hey! Hang in there. There's a lot you can achieve in that time.
It took me 5 years to eventually make the appointment. During which time I had sorted myself out IPL, grown my hair, got myself into good shape - and started working as Gemma.
By the time it came to seeing the therapist there wasn't much left to discuss :-)
Friends can be great therapists. If you're comfortable discussing your story with others - this can help you come to terms with the situation.
Good luck - don't let others control your destiny :-)