I think it may be granulation tissue. Right on the outside (and almost inside) there is a little "scar." It's not always there, but it usually looks a little bloody. I see my surgeon on Jan. 9.
I had not been dilating reguarly until now. I only dilated once or twice a day for awhile becuase of pain, but I did it for 20 to 25 minutes each time, so I figured I still almost reached an hour. I was supposed to dilate four times a day for 15 mins each time.
I did lose depth since the surgery but I am at 4.5 inches. I can get to 5 sometimes. I only care about depth though because I want to have sex. My BF is dying for it and I'm three months and 12 days out. My surgeon--Dr. Rumer--said wait until three months.
Appearance-wise it looks amazing! You would never be able to tell the difference between it and a natal one. It's amzing and my BF is stunned, espceially considering how it looked after surgery: franken-vagina!
BTW, I love Dr. Rumer. She also did a great job on my BA. The best part: it was all paid for mt Medicaid. I would never have been able to afford it. I'm still stunned it actually happened. That a poor girl like me who may be tough and smart, but is incredibly naive and from the badlands--and area in Philadelphia (look it up)--could actually have this. My mom always told me that I need to stop and forget about it. That it is for rich people, not poor Irish immigrants.
But here I am.
