So I'm all booked. All i must do is wait untill the 13th of jan. I find myself not knowing how to feel, i guess I'm just tired, this condition has giving me the round around for so long that I'm just nomb. Hoping that this surgery will move me to a better future although it's hard to imagine a future with my penis but i doesnt seem like I'm losing my virginity anytime time soon so for that I'm glad. I have more time to sink into this condition alone seeing as to wether i should progress to the next step or not,' huh as if all this really mattered' i ask myself this all the time, 'should i give my disorder this much thought or money'? As if it mattered, its already to late it's part of me wether i like it or not all i can do is alliviate the symptoms. What a drag, only time will tell. All i know is I'm moving in the right direction which ever way that is. Soon i shall grasp her and ask her what this was all about.