Hi Jessica, Many thanks for your kind wishes, for the links provided in your reply and for welcoming me to the site. I'm very sorry that my reply to you is so late. Yes, I am hoping that this will be the year that I can get back on estrogen and resume my transition. When I visited the haematologist last month with regard to my polycythaemia vera he said that the interferon I'm on is making my blood cell and platelet count go down so that's given me some hope, even if it's still nowhere near the healthy average level yet. I have my next anti-androgen (zoladex) jab next Thursday and my endocrinologist said she'd contact me hopefully some time in February to see if it's safe for me to go back on estrogen. Thank you so much for your warmth and kindness and I'd like to wish you a very happy new year and all the best for 2019. x