Luckily I see my therapist tomorrow

[Larisa]

Luckily I see my therapist tomorrow. Im kinda freaking out what to do. Ive been abstaining from anything sexual for 3 weeks now. I read these stories of it raising t levels by abstaining but than I saw on a video that it does not. That put me at ease about this all. Abstaining Ive written why before.

My therapist while Ive never said Im trans, I know he wonders. We have talked about trans stuff before. He knows Im abstaining, that I do not want my t levels to rise ever and on.

I have to continue abstaining due to my dysphoria but I dont want my t-levels to rise because of it. I know I have to find a way to lower my t-levels safely but I dont want to have to tell others I am trans. Hopefully he has some ideas for me tomorrow!!

[Allison S]

Yes hopefully he does. How would you feel if he gave you a letter to a doctor that prescribes hrt? Seems like that's what you want or at least an anti androgen

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[Larisa]

Is there a dose that wont feminize me but keep the t-levels from going up?

[Jailyn]

To my knowledge there is no magic pill or injection that won't feminize you but, not raise t levels. If you do testosterone blockers will keep t at a manageable level but, will allow e to more available. Which from what I have heard and read this will feminize you albeit slowly but, you still will. As far as sexual things, as an example. I had a low libido as a male and my ex she had a very high libido and I annoyed her with mine. Now that I am on e mine has actually increased some. So t isn't necessarily influenced by sex since both males and females enjoy sex to some degree, which does not mean that their t suddenly increases. Now I am sure endorphins and others increase with sex but, not necessarily your t levels. I have never heard of that being the case. I could be wrong.

[Larisa]

What Im afraid of is after abstaining from say masturbation for a long while, that my t-levels will increase and create a new problem for me and possibly worse dysphoria. This is def something I fear. I dont know if because I have naturally low t if I have anything to fear. For example it takes me 3 or 4 days to grow facial hair which normally grows on guys in 8 or 9 hours. It's always been that way.

I just dont want any t that is not converted to dht to stay in my body creating a problem for me possibly. The very thought for me worries me. Dysphoria is not the only reason Ive been abstaining but it's a big one. It was also for my hair too.

I do have some ideas to reduce my t-levels but Im not sure how effective they are.