Ive still been around just lerking a bit ) sometimes u just need to contemplate what u actually want and see how to get it rarther than asking more questions.... and a friend.from here has been keeping me.sane on snapchat x
Ive ordered a wig, hopefully should be dispatched any day now, its a cheapish one thats all around how.it.makes me feel rarther than 100% passable so i know im on the right track
My weight loss stalled in feb so ive joined a gym, pushed through to 48lbs loss now . With the loss the boobs are now super obviious, i dont think i was fooling anyone with the compression vest anyway
Contuned work with ipl hair removal and tending
to.my nails hell i even joined a lgbt network at work ( v big company) and came out to a complete stranger on there in
an.emailThought about hrt, i know i want to be on it some point this year, im thinking after 6 stone (84lb) ill start the procces privatly.
On the flip side though i have spotted myself taking more risks with own saftly and mood dips stil not good but u have to to focus on positives right
But yeah cassi... b cup.... the weight is coming off but thats no fat thats some b cup boobie tissue lol the vest was causing some bad in grown hair action and back pain so hope thats going to ease now.
Want to wait till ive got wig 1st but then ill share the hrt timeline with wife, im still protecting her from most of this. She found some nail varnish etc and got upset but she knew i wasnt trying to hide anything bad just protect her though not sure how to tell her about the wig yet! Im wearing a bra all the
time.now and she knows... i just cant not wear one now!
Ih and seeiously considering ordering some female fitted t shirts in work as i do need.some.smaller ones, bearing in mind im not out ive floated the idea with a coulple of people using the line they fitt better. And when everyone knows u have boobs well they wont go agaisnt that logic! Not quite brave enough for this yet though