Optera here

[Optera]

Hi everyone !

I am happy to join you.
I am Optera, a french "I don't know what gender exactly but born in a female body"  .
In my early 30s, I live in a beautiful historical city surrounded by a forrest, with my adored fiance.

I am currently back to school until June, to work as a childcare professional.

I love everything related to childhood, food, curves/fat, old-fashioned aesthetics, fashion and beauty (vintage oriented), nature/outdoors activities/animals, literature, cosmos and paranormal. I am addicted to Internet, sometimes videogames (TheSims, SecondLife) and daydreaming haha.
I am a solitary person but friendly too.

I am here because I don't understand who I am. I have always missed a penis and can't identify fully as a woman although I want to keep the appearance of one.

Talk to you around

Optera

[Jessica]

Hi Optera 🙋‍♀️  Everyone has their own image of themselves that they identify as.  Uniqueness is a quality that makes us an individual.  With the way society has imposed narrow views in how a man or a woman should look and act, it takes individuality away.  The spectrum of gender fluidity is broad, with a place that all can find their reality of self.
I believe that frank and honest interaction with someone trained in gender therapy can help find that place.  Interacting with members at Susan's can show you that you aren't alone in your quest.

Smiles, Jessica

[Optera]

Thank you Jessica for your wise words 
Following my other post that you already know, I have contacted an online therapist specialized in gender therapy and can't wait to hearing from him/working with him.

[V M]

Hi Optera 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M

[Optera]

Hi Optera 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M

Thank you