Hi friends 🙋♀️ It's been suggested that I start a thread to chronicle my transition on my gender fluid road that I'm on.
It's been 6 months since I've started HT, but it's been 44 years since wondering who I am. My desire to have a more feminine demeanor and appearance has kept me going through mental ups and downs. Support from many friends here at Susan's has been an unmeasurable help, just from having their views of their experiences to reflect on.
There has been mental and physical changes I've experienced. Nothing that is so dramatic that it has changed who I am. I have lived my life knowing that some of my mannerisms are not what typical males do, but I never really cared. So the mental change is more of not caring and just feel more at ease. The physical changes are an 1" of breast and hip dimensions each. My boobs are starting to show, but I'm not very concerned about it. The hips (butt) really doesn't show much.
Recently, after doubling my dosage, I've experienced more ups and downs with my fluid nature. I have never hated my male self, but I am more on the female end of the spectrum. So I am still on the road to becoming who I am.
Thanks for listening, love you all, Jessica 💁♀️