Thank you, Danielle, Kathy, Liz and Kendra. If it seems I have trust issues, you would be correct.
I have left myself exposed to stress because of wanting to make the world we live in a better place. I've lived a life devoted to diplomacy in my career and my personal feelings of how I live.
It has always been in conflict with those more in tune to undermining it.
I do feel you all are sincere in your support and I give my apology for being a bit generalized in my estimations.
It's hard to tell sometimes what someones personal objectives are, as all live their lives differently. My inner sense of that had been shaken by close personal contacts in my life now and those I've had for a long time. It has failed me. I feel alone in my endeavors to accomplish what I try to do.
Maybe tomorrow will change my thoughts, maybe it will clarify realities. All I know is I cannot imagine that I can give up, even though my gut wrenches.
Hugs, Jess
cc:
@Alaskan Danielle @KathyLauren @LizK @Kendra