Yesterday I was feeling a little depressed. I did not know what it was. Today I was feeling better, but still a bit odd, Then it finally hit me when I got to work. I just can't hide any more. I wrote this in my coming out letter to my parents, they don't know yet...
One day soon it will be time to say 'goodbye' to my former self, and 'hello' to a world where I can live openly as the woman I have always been. I spent over forty years of my life hiding the most beautiful part of myself because I was afraid of rejection, but now it is time for me to release my soul from the darkness and allow her into the light, and she will never go into hiding again. Let me introduce myself, I am Jessica Rose.
This was totally unexpected. I did not truly think it would happen like this. Today it hit me hard. Jessica Rose needs to come out. She can't hide anymore. I am not ready, I just don't know what to do anymore. I am crying, and hyperventilating.