Jessica I am 65 years old. I too have a micropenis. I too am 6'4" I am a DES baby. Until last year I never presented in public. I've kind of gotten over it by going to therapy en femme, attending support groups en femme, Having dinner after meetings en femme. I have destroyed about every relationship I have ever had especially with guys. I don't understand them well and we mostly don't have anything in common other than a few spare parts I was given in the birth process while my brain developed on massive doses of female hormones prescribed to my mother to prevent miscarriage. I've tried to live as a guy but always had a desire to reveal the real me. I even made two babies. Talk about immaculate conception. If not for my family, I too would have nobody. But I do believe I am making new friends. Right here on Susan's. The best experience I have had is attending Gender Odyssey last August and joining 1700 other transgendered people of all ages. Four days of hanging out with others, some even taller than me. Another milestone occurred last Christmas when my support group had it's Christmas party. A cis woman, made a point of coming across the room to tell me I looked stunning in my little black dress. Yes, she was older and her eyesight was failing but, I say this not to brag but to point out that anything is possible and the beautiful feelings that ensued just give me a warm fuzzy feeling of being accepted. If I had not gone, those feelings would never have materialized.
