We all have those days, girlfriend. And there are really only three things you can do—1) do something girly. Go shopping, experiment with hair (wigs if need be) and makeup, do your nails, get some new earrings. 2) Do what you can now to further your transition. Usually this means exercise and lose weight. But instead of running or whatever, do something girly. I like ballet for that. Even back in the day when I wore sweats and a T shirt, ballet postures made me feel girly. 3) oh sheez I forgot number three. I never knew when I grew out my hair that it was going to go blonde. Definitely having a blonde moment here. Or maybe the hormones made me a ditz.
Oh, well if I remember #3 I'll make another post. But cheer up, you are on the right path. You get over a mountain one step at a time, and you will get there.