Finally realized something last night

[pamelatransuk]

Hello again Katie Ellen

I note on another thread that you soon have your HRT consult.

I hope all goes well for you.

HRT is a great benefit to me and to many other members.

Pamela

[Katie Ellen]

Thanks Pamela - It's long overdue. I look forward to having that great feeling others have talked about!

[cluck1992]

Last night, laying in bed and thinking about "things" like I often do, I realized that every major decision I've made in my life (that I could think of) was made for the benefit of someone else. What will make them happy. Not myself.

I always seem to want to do whatever is best for others. As I consider how to really be happy so late in my life, I'm doing it again. Big time! Don't want my wife to leave, don't want my children to disown me, don't want my friends and neighbors to laugh at me, and the best one, don't want strangers to think lowly of me! Sounds pretty ridiculous!!! And it wasn't just my gender issues. It applied in my career and social life just as badly. Don't want to rock the boat!

Somehow I have to break this pattern. It's now or never I guess. I don't want to live the rest of life like this.

Being considerate of others is one thing, being a coward is totally different. I guess I'm just a coward.

Pitiful!!!

I also feel this way, especially in regards to wife and kids. I hope to have the courage soon to tell my wife and hope for dear life that she accepts me. Best wishes to you

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