Hi Everyone,
I'm sure this is a popular subject here. I'm new to the forum. I came on because it's been a few months since I came out and it's time to introduce myself to the trans community. I'm Nathan. Been out probably 6 months or so now. Been on T about 5-6 months. I believe it was August. My life's been a bit of a blur. My lesbian wife and I are getting a divorce. She has taken my daughter and is "protecting" her from me. She's filed a legal claim that I am not the father (because I'm transgender). So yeah my transition has taken a backseat. She also claims to be proLGBTQ rights.

So great to have her support...not. ANYWAY, that's my summarized background. Now the reason I'm writing is I need to decide on a prosthetic. I've gotten a cheap stp ($70) from the local sex store. It works about 40% of the time. So I don't even bother most of the time because pissing all over the place isn't fun. I've gotten a very large peecock ($250ish). My ex insisted on the size because she wanted it for sex (sucks for that btw...keeps creaking and moving about). I've gotten a dildo ($150) essentially that is like a bulb on one end and a fake penis on the other. It's hard as hell and feels like plastic. The reason why I'm stating the prices is after all that money, I don't have any functional prosthetic. I know I might have to have two. One for packing and stop and one for sex. That's ok. I've been kinda dating a straight woman. She's the most amazing and caring woman I've ever met. It's going to be a while before we have sex, hopefully we will, anyway I want to make it as easy as I can and as real as I can. She's never been with a woman, not that I am one... But parts, etc. I'm curious as to the ftm community your suggestions for prosthetics. Money is somewhat of an object, but I can save. It's no big deal. Id rather not keep wasting money on prosthetics that don't work.
Thanks for listening!
-Nate