Hi,
I am new to the forum, however I have been following it since 2014 prior to starting HRT. I am trying to figure out where on the spectrum I fall...
I am a CIS male, taking MTF HRT Estradiol & Spiro. My doctors never understood why I wasn't wearing a dress and makeup to become a woman.
I don't know what Identify as, my DL says male and I have a male name legally, but also a female name I respond to. Visually I appear as a guy. I am a woman on the inside, but am happy with myself and how I look on the outside. I am slender build and am pushing a B cup, I shave my body, have the breasts of a woman, and I wear female undergarments but with more of a normal butch guy clothing on the outside (no tight jeans or makeup, I like my wardrobe and it's comfortable)
I am married to a CIS woman with 2 biological young sons. I try to be the best father and husband I can be. I have been on HRT for several years now and have my letters for a bilateral Orchiectomy which I am saving up for this fall. I'm never going to have full srs, just the orchi.
I am somewhere in the middle and I believe I fall under non-binary, but not sure exactly where at under it. What do you call a post-op MTF that dresses in both sexes, still appears as a a guy, but is a woman both hormonal, mentally, and surgically?
- Rachelle