Bit off more than I can chew?

[Northern Star Girl]

I'm still too dysphoric about my face and body to post pictures. Actually leaving my house to go anywhere is too hard [emoji17]

I'm noticing weird things with one of my roommates. He saw me in a skirt, heels, little makeup and my feminine sunglasses last night. Then he emails me, after getting my email from the other roommate asking me if I'm home because he forgot his credit card.. um what?! When I got home it looks like the other roommate is here. So I'm confused. I'm sort of disappointed that the roommate I like who initially had my email never emailed me and now this other roommate did.

I know it's the hormones making me extra sensitive but I just wanna cry for some reason. It's really stupid.. maybe I should him that I like him. I don't know. I just don't want it to be uncomfortable living here. Not yet at least... even though it's not that big of a deal this really stinks. I don't even know why I like my other roommate we barely even talk [emoji17]

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@ Allison S:  Yes, feel free to cry, you will feel better after a good cry... and perhaps some chocolate would help too.
When your friends see you transitioning and presenting yourself as a woman in women's clothing and makeup they can act all weird... in fact they don't know how to act... that goes especially for your cis male roomies but also for cis women too.
Hang in there, stay positive, and continue on the path that you have chosen...  you will have friends that drop off and you will make new friends that accept you.   
Hugs to you from me.
Aspiringperson

[Allison S]

@ Allison S:  Yes, feel free to cry, you will feel better after a good cry... and perhaps some chocolate would help too.
When your friends see you transitioning and presenting yourself as a woman in women's clothing and makeup they can act all weird... in fact they don't know how to act... that goes especially for your cis male roomies but also for cis women too.
Hang in there, stay positive, and continue on the path that you have chosen...  you will have friends that drop off and you will make new friends that accept you.   
Hugs to you from me.
Aspiringperson

Thanks love I hope so!

I just remembered when I was 3 or 4  I would tell my mom that my friend the neighbor girl "has cat eyes!" so happily. Her eyes were very light and beautiful. So long ago but I remember it. Not sure what it means but I do remember feeling like I was a girl too. Like when I talked to my mom that's who I was... maybe my mom will understand when I tell her?

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