So, I'm very early in my transition--though I have already spent a considerable amount of time planning my transition. I had set my heart on Dr Suporn to perform my bottom surgery (his work is amazing, he creates vaginas).
I was devastated to find out that he's retiring and that I won't have a chance to have him perform my surgery. I've spent (a lot of time) checking the work of other surgeons and have not been satisfied with the work I've seen. I don't just want something that looks like a vagina, but also something that is orgasm possible/ self lubricating etc.
So... should I choose not to have bottom surgery, what then? Could I function sexually or would that stop as the years of HRT passed by?
And... if not Suporn, who? I tried to search for images and stories of the work that Dr Bank has completed but I can't find anything.
Honestly, I'm quite nervous, really upset, and this may prevent me from transitioning. I just don't know what to do and if anyone can share their experiences of sex/orgasm etc I'd really appreciate it. Also, are there any guides for trans women that people could recommend?
Thank you,
Matilda x