Clefairy,
Please Please don't rush into getting a revision so fast. I have a lot of sympathy for your situation and totally understand why you would be so desperate for getting another FFS surgery.
I had my ffs with Deschamps 2 yrs ago and while it was good, it wasn't extraordinary. Based on the your pics and your expectation to be fully clock proof( even in sweaty/messy situations like yoga or hot summer hiking), in my opinion neither Deschamps, Spiegel or Lee could get you there. They can make improvements but not get u fully where u want to be. They cannot make most trans faces fully passable because of 1)limitations posed by male skulls, 2) Their inability to do certain procedures 3) Lack of advanced FFS techniques to fully feminize a male skull into a female one.
In you specific case, you do have a beautiful face. However the major trans identifier that I see is the length of ur midface and the nose which creates a elongated space between the eyes and lips. Shaving the jaw too much might accentuate this problem further. And cheek implants might only camouflage this problem without truly solving the main problem. Thus creating a strange look of feminine on top of masculine base structure.
My suggestion is:
1)Take time in understanding what facial features are causing the trans identification as opposed to rushing to a surgeons without proper grasp of the actual problem urself. I covered ur lower and middle face with one hand and ur upper face by itself looked female. But vice versa, it looked androgynous.
2) Maybe lower ur expectations a bit. Its very very hard to fully feminize most trans faces where on one can clock even in absolute raw state. In your case, i think it has potential to look really good, but not with traditional ffs.
I did 2 yrs of analyzing on what i needed for phase 2 despite wanting to fix things right away and having funds to go to any surgeons however times i wanted. Why? Because I observed most people still look off after ffs and overdoing ffs creates a strange ...weird look most times. I was in your position 6 months post op my ffs where I almost booked phase 2 with Dr Lee but luckily changed my mind last minute. I now finally feel ready and plan to pursue phase 2 in September with a surgeon that can truly feminize the lower & mid face bone structure to full potential not just basic jaw shaving or cheek augmentation.
Finally, unless u already had lower body feminization surgeries, the shoulder to hip ratio might be a problem as well.
