"I wish I could cut my face off, and the skin from the rest of my body too, because it's too hairy and manly. My shoulders are too broad - I wish I could rip them out. I wish I could rip out my spine and cut off my legs, because I'm too tall. I wish I could rip out my vocal cords, because my voice is too deep and masculine. I wish I could kill this body and never have to deal with it again."
-Words by Samantha, post desperately looking for help typed by Q
Edit for context: Prior to this, Samantha was having trouble, as explained by these words copied from a Facebook post:
"I've been avoiding shaving lately, to avoid cutting my face and getting scars. I figured being covered in scars wouldn't be good for passing later on, if I ever manage to get electrolysis for a smooth, hair-free face. I tried using nair on my face instead. A type of nair specifically meant to be soothing, and meant for sensitive skin. Now I have burns on my face, and I've ended up shaving anyway, getting cuts again.
Also, I'm out of shirts that can allow for stealthing. The hormones have resulted in another spurt of breast tissue growth over the last month. They're still hardly breasts by any means, but they're extremely difficult to hide under a shirt (why do shirts make them stand out more?). This is a problem, because I've had to stealth. Because I still look like a man.
I wish I didn't have to leave the apartment today."
Afterward, she went into a downward spiral, before apparently wearing herself out.
-Q